I have to say that for the last weeks I have been stressed out. I dislike feeling this way because I am such a happy person. Even though I pray and tell God to handle all my situations I just keep taking them back like I can really fix them myself (insert laughing part here).
I have to write this beautiful feeling that I felt just a few days ago.
I love my friends, they are a big blessing to me in my heart. I know I can go over and just let it all out and even though I am not asking for them to fix anything, their advice and prayers is just what I am looking for. They prayed over us before we left to go home and even though I didn't mean to ruin their vacation time with whinning stories it didn't matter to them.(at least they didn't say)
That night I still wrestled with my sleeping problem which is not being able to sleep. It was very late and with lots of tossing and turning I felt like someone had tapped my shoulder, I really can't explain the feeling of it but it felt like a tap or pressure on my shoulder. I turned around thinking it was my husband who was probably nudging me to get to sleep, but when I turned around he was fast asleep.
After that, I fell right to sleep and haven't slept that good in a while.
Was it my imagination, was I dreaming, or maybe simply it was Angel of God telling me to stop my worrying and rest and He is in control. These last few days actually have been just amazing, we sold the item we had for just about exactly what we had wanted. For the other situation, is truly amazing what is happening and if all goes well we might be looking towards some breathing room.
I have to say I am on my knees asking God for forgiveness in trying to take back a situation I have given Him to deal with. Silly human nature, gets the best of us every time.
I thought I would share that in my blog today. God Bless!
